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I Recreated my Mom's '90s Outfits // Throwback Lookbook
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Jennifer Xia

I Recreated my Mom's '90s Outfits // Throwback Lookbook

I've always loved flipping through old photographs, so I decided to recreate some of my mom's '90s outfits 📸 I wanted to have some fun with it and made each outfit embody a different personality. Anyway, hope everyone is staying safe and sane! Take this time to remind yourself how human you are and it's okay if this period of time is an adjustment for you. Maybe dressing up can add a little bit of normalcy or fun into your life. Find what works for you! Sending all my love. Outfit #1: THE NOSTALGIC - Half-sleeve grey knit sweater with jean shorts She is always trying to capture memories to preserve a moment for as long as she can. She is always living in the past. Terrified that she will forget the sweet moments that make up life. The sound of birds waking up in the morning. The feeling of warm sun on skin. The face of the people she loves. She is desperately trying to keep what is not hers to save. Outfit #2: THE WORRIER - Black polo t-shirt with jeans She has lived in a bubble all her life. Associated success and self worth with her intelligence. She is afraid that she will one day run out of things to offer the world. Every moment is a race against the clock for her. She forgets to see how much she really gives. That there is nothing that can do justice to the unprecedented beauty she uniquely offers. Outfit #3: THE LIGHT BEARER - Blue and white striped t-shirt with grey skirt She has always brought light to any room she walks into. Somehow, she always seems to be smiling. And you wonder how she remains so positive. She tells you it’s a secret. But you know that it's because she wants to give what she, herself, has not always received. She doesn’t let that make her mean and cold. She is a reminder that there is still so much beauty to be seen. Outfit #4: THE DAYDREAMER - Pale blue dress shirt with mom jeans You can find her lounging around. Most likely reading books. Writing poetry. Or getting lost in a daydream. She frequently goes outside to stop time. And stare as the clouds pass above her. Her heart is always somewhere else. Never still. Never settled. She is soft. Yet you can never quite hold her long enough to know her fully. She is the enigma you are forever trying to solve. Take care, Jenn ★ Find me! ★ Blog: https://jenniferxia.wixsite.com/blog Personal ig: https://www.instagram.com/jennxia Writing ig: https://www.instagram.com/jenn.xia Twitter: https://twitter.com/thejenniferxia My name is Jennifer Xia. I'm a Journalism student also minoring in business in the Moody Honors Program at The University of Texas at Austin. This is my way of documenting my life and hopefully you can find a little piece of home here too.
Take a Moment
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Jennifer Xia

Take a Moment

This is kind of a strange video. There's no music in the background, just the quiet and loud chatter of every day life. But I hope that this can be a video you turn to if you are ever looking for a little bit of peace and reassurance that everything will be okay. Read these words. Or just listen to the sounds. Breathe. Take a moment. It will be okay. Much love, jenn This is a new day. What happened yesterday and the week before and what happens tomorrow is part of the past and future, a concept that doesn’t exist. This moment you are living and breathing is now, the present. This moment is what you make of it. Be all in. When we are heavy with grief, worry, and fear, each morning, each breath, is a new beginning. Hold all these bad feelings. Understand what you are feeling and why you are feeling it. Do not dismiss the weight you carry with you. But do not allow yourself to be tied down to things that are simply temporary. When you feel and believe that this pain will last forever, remind yourself of all the times you got through it and survived. Pain makes us kinder. Pain makes us stronger. Pain brings color and meaning. There is only up from here. Struggle reveals the true beauty in life. There are so many reasons we have to be unhappy. But we are powerful beyond measure. We choose what we let manifest into our life. Whether you believe in the law of attraction, thoughts become things. You are what you think you are. If you tell yourself that you will never be okay, you never will. If you tell yourself that you are unworthy or undeserving, you are. It is unnerving how many things are out of our control. But it is terrifyingly wonderful how much of ourselves is within our power. We are capable. We are deserving. We are faulty. Undeniably flawed humans, but nevertheless trying. We are simply human. But when you find yourself lost, in thought, in dreams, in despair, try and take a picture memory. Take the moment to commit to what you are feeling, who you are in that moment. Are you angry? Sad? Lost? Happy? Peaceful? Carefree? Honor your feeling. What is it trying to tell you? What do you need? When you are unsure of what you need, take time to practice gratitude. Remember when you wanted what you have now. When you are grateful, you understand the magnitude of what you have lost. No matter where you are in this moment, lean into any joy you find. Joy is the most vulnerable emotion we can feel because of the fear that it will be taken away. But things are always in flux, so choose joy when you have it. Grasp it. Spread it. Remember it. Cherish it. All the big things, and small things, and things in between. Hold them close, as if you have something to lose. It will be okay. This feeling will be a lesson with time. Just breathe.
Quarantine Diaries | remote journalism internships, cooking, doing puzzles
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Quarantine Diaries | remote journalism internships, cooking, doing puzzles

Come along my day with me as I work at my journalism internships remotely, kill time doing puzzles and try out new cooking recipes ✨ In light of George Floyd's death among many others (Breonna Taylor, MIke Ramos, Ahmaud Arbery...) I have found myself grappling with despair and paralyzing helplessness of what I can do that is meaningful and impactful beyond performative activism on social media. I am in deep admiration of everyone who has taken the streets to courageously protest and spoken up despite the pain they feel more deeply because this is their daily life. I think what is most important is to not let this conversation die, to keep educating ourselves independently, to listen, to empathize and acknowledge our own privilege and work on anti-racism wherever we see it, whether that is in ourselves, our family, our friends our out in the world. Here are some places you can donate to: https://bailproject.org/ https://www.blackvisionsmn.org/ https://www.joincampaignzero.org/ https://blacklivesmatter.com/ https://www.reclaimtheblock.org/home If you can't afford to donate money, raise money with your views by watching these videos I've found below: For these fundraisers to work you need to do the following 1. Do NOT put this on loop or repeat once it's done. YouTube will see it as s / p / 4 / m and won't show you ads. 2. Watch it through once. Then, watch 3 to 5 videos after of any length. Then, research this video manually and watch it through again. Make sure to watch different videos every time. 3. Do NOT watch in a playlist or a browser app. Use the youtube app. 4. Turn off ad block or youtube premium (you can make a new account or use an incognito tab) 5. Watch on at least 480p and at at least half volume. Do NOT pause or fast forward the video. 6. Watch through videos and do NOT skip them. You can click on ads as well! 7. Comment and like this video - it will tell YouTube this is something people like. Be careful with your wording, though, and avoid emojis 8. Do not clear playback or search history 9. Share this on social media! Spread the word! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCgLa25fDHM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HTgJzZAYnE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slbNdBuQzKw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUeuZ5xYDBQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQ-HRJvabR4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6Xe8N0FNTs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99IgHvBfsxI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifpS6vvNO3Q Resource List of mental health resources, anti-racist books, articles, and podcasts I compiled as well as places to donate I compiled: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vwN29xULgemDrAv6k-N4zYJt50zbybH4GlOdzNU5Wwo/edit?usp=sharing Let yourself take a break if you need it but don't shy away from discomfort. BE UNCOMFORTABLE. Stay informed but know that you can only give so much at one moment. Sending you peace and love. Take care, Jenn Music: Peter Fenn - Okay - https://thmatc.co/?l=AD7E6A78 Carter Vail - Pontiac - https://thmatc.co/?l=E68EB0BE Reggie San Miguel - Daydream - https://thmatc.co/?l=279926C Ashton Edminster - Explain It at the Coffee Shop - https://thmatc.co/?l=A64895F0 HOAX - Indian Summer - https://thmatc.co/?l=EF5374C4 Ashton Edminster - Break the Distance - https://thmatc.co/?l=9148B2E1 frumhere, kevatta - warm feeling - https://thmatc.co/?l=6E208185 ★ Find me! ★ Blog: https://jenniferxia.wixsite.com/blog Personal ig: https://www.instagram.com/jennxia Writing ig: https://www.instagram.com/jenn.xia Twitter: https://twitter.com/thejenniferxia My name is Jennifer Xia. I'm a Journalism student also minoring in business in the Moody Honors Program at The University of Texas at Austin. This is my way of documenting my life and hopefully you can find a little piece of home here too.
Quarantine Diaries | summer school + interning, picnic with friends, vegan baking
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Quarantine Diaries | summer school + interning, picnic with friends, vegan baking

Another productive quarantine week in my life ✨it's been a busy week starting summer school along with working remotely at two magazine internships and as a videographer at the daily texan, but it's been a fulfilling time. I got to see some friends this week and we tried to socially distance as much as we could. I brought Clorox wipes and hand sanitizer to wipe down everything and to use before we left but it was nice to see my friends' lovely faces in the flesh. I really hope you are all doing well. I know this is a really challenging time and hopefully this video can be a safe space to rest for a while. I'm thinking about you and sending you my love. Resources/thoughts of BLM below: ✊🏿 Here is a resource document I have compiled with places you can donate to, mental health resources and content you can consume to educate yourself: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vwN29xULgemDrAv6k-N4zYJt50zbybH4GlOdzNU5Wwo/edit?usp=sharing Here is an article with petitions you can sign to support the BLM: https://www.purewow.com/news/petitions-black-lives-matter I have started watching the documentary 13th on Netflix and wow has it been so eye-opening. I've been taking notes as I'm watching so I can fully digest what I am learning (and unlearning). A few things I have learned so far: The 13th Amendment was written with a loophole where slavery was abolished excluding criminals so African Americans were arrested for minor crimes in order to rebuild the Southern economy after the Civil War. This started the prison boom. The film Birth of a Nation depicted Black people as menacing and as rapists to be feared. This depiction of Black people have made them refugees of terror, or generational trauma. This would develop into legal terrorism with segregation and Jim Crow laws that made Black people of permanent second status. Civil rights activists were also seen as criminals but for the first time, the Civil Rights Movement transformed what it meant to be arrested by White people. It became noble, for they were standing up for a cause. Mass incarceration would start to emerge in the 70s with Nixon's "War on Crime" and pushing for "law and order." Reagan's "War on Drugs" made drugs into a crime, rather than a health issue, which targeted communities of color. This was all a political strategy and what he called the "Southern Strategy." Politicians would continue to create fear around Black men as criminals and Democrats recognized they needed to be hard on crime to win, which Clinton figured out. I've only seen half of it so far, but already it's so disheartening to see how racism is built into the systems we see today. That society was built to hold back opportunities and the livelihood of Black people, among other minorities as well. I still have so much to learn and am still navigating how to stand up for what I believe in in the most effective ways, but I urge you to join me in this discomfort. Take care, Jenn Music: Carter Vail - Drive Home - https://thmatc.co/?l=618F81DF ninjoi. - Cigarettes - https://thmatc.co/?l=4A892D8F ninjoi. - Acceptance - https://thmatc.co/?l=B8BEED2 Joey Howard - Baby What You Say - https://thmatc.co/?l=FC64C74D Joey Howard - Autumn Leaves Fall (feat. B.C.Hill) - https://thmatc.co/?l=FB64C53A ninjoi. - Where Do I Go - https://thmatc.co/?l=78BE806 Gil Wanders - By The River - https://thmatc.co/?l=2E7B049A Reggie San Miguel - Daydream - https://thmatc.co/?l=279926C Ashton Edminster - Interlude - https://thmatc.co/?l=544CEDEA ★ Find me! ★ Blog: https://jenniferxia.wixsite.com/blog Personal ig: https://www.instagram.com/jennxia Writing ig: https://www.instagram.com/jenn.xia Twitter: https://twitter.com/thejenniferxia My name is Jennifer Xia. I'm a Journalism student also minoring in business in the Moody Honors Program at The University of Texas at Austin. This is my way of documenting my life and hopefully you can find a little piece of home here too.
Goodbye Freshman Year | UT Austin
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Goodbye Freshman Year | UT Austin

Well, this wasn't the exact scenario I imagined I would be saying goodbye but here it is. Room 332, you have been my first home in college. A shockingly small room with bunkbeds but somehow cute and quaint. I'm sorry for the amount of hair I shed on your floors. It's honestly pretty miraculous that I'm not bald. I'm going to miss crashing on the creaky bottom bunk after a long day or night. I'm going to miss the way the light streamed in through the window blinds, the way I've always loved. I'm going to miss stacking the yogurt covered pretzels and spicy popcorn on top of the fridge and binging the office on my desk chair. Freshman year was a huge learning curve. I felt lost. I felt alone. I felt excited. I felt a lot. Tearing down all the photographs and packing all the little knick knacks I had accumulated over a year felt strange, too fast and I couldn't really process it. I'm going to miss you, but I'm moving forward. And I think you would want that for me too. Thank you Room 332. Take care, Jenn Music: Music by HOAX - Pretty - https://thmatc.co/?l=F0537657 Music by Carter Vail - Silent Movies - https://thmatc.co/?l=638F82F5 ★ Find me! ★ Blog: https://jenniferxia.wixsite.com/blog Personal ig: https://www.instagram.com/jennxia Writing ig: https://www.instagram.com/jenn.xia Twitter: https://twitter.com/thejenniferxia My name is Jennifer Xia. I'm a Journalism student also minoring in business in the Moody Honors Program at The University of Texas at Austin. This is my way of documenting my life and hopefully you can find a little piece of home here too.
First Week as Austin Monthly Editorial Intern + Classes // College Week in my Life
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